Gulp.

There's this feeling.

When you're about to tell someone something and you can almost taste the anticipation.

Like smog.

Polluting the atmosphere.

But then you buckle,.

You can't bring yourself to say what it is. And you gulp it all back in.

I have been experiencing those moments often recently.

There is a lot of gulping and a lot of hiding.

It's all too foggy and I can't seem to wave it away quickly enough before another gust overwhelms me.